“Perhaps this is the moment for which you have been created” Esther 4:14
Her life feels like a cafe scene. Maybe that is how she wanted her life to be portrayed as. She wants to give herself to her work and to her deepest, most pure desires in what she sees life to be. She gives out less of herself in order to keep in tune with her inner self, in order to guard her heart. Quick glances at people she knew she would not see at a time again but tried to believe a fairytale would form from. Thoughts about the rushes from airport to airport, city to city she would travel to and from. Or the flood of messages from supporters who swore by her words. Who swore by the fluency of her heart and the way she spoke. She wanted to look out that cafe window and while her lips touched the steamy coffee cup, an “aha” moment would flash in her head. This is what god wanted for you, these are the places you’re going, the people you’ll meet. While you are on this journey, you are going to embrace every heartache, every trip you take while you are skimming through trial and errors.
